Thirteen

We've been in the rain
We've been on the mountain
We've been round the fire

In fancy hotels
Drank water from farm wells
We sang with the choir

I kissed your dry lips
We jumped off the high cliffs
And splashed down below

Skin to skin
In the salty river
Made love in the shadow
Woooah ooh

Read books to each other
Read the mind of the other
Flew one thousand

We laughed and we cried
At movies and real life
In our ridiculous beds

We danced in the moonlight at midnight
We pressed against back doors and wooden floors
And you never faked it

And frequently
We ignored our love
But we could never mistake it
Oooh ooh

We met on the front porch
Fell in love on the phone
Without the physical wreck

You gave me the necklace
That used to hang
Around your mothers neck

We questioned religions
Fed bread to the pigeons
We learned how to pray

We stood by the ocean
Turned our hearts in to one
We laid in bed all day
Heeey

We skipped on the sidewalk
Skipped stones on the water
We skipped town

We've seen the sunrise with new eyes
We've seen the damage of gossip and true lies
We've seen the sun go down

Had PASSIONATE MAKE OUTSSSSSSSSSSSS
And PASSIONATE FREAK OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUOOOOUUUUUUUTTTTTTSSSSSSSS
We built this world of our own

It was in the back of a taxi
When you told me you loved me
And that I wasnt alone

I love this song and I forgot about it until just now.

The idea of it is wildly romantic.

Life right now today

Consistent. This is how i am feeling lately. I like it. Growing up but there is a sense of balance i've never known before. 26 in a couple of weeks.

and also a question.

what is your least favorite word?

new place and such.

i am in my new house now.

i love it a lot but tho it's only been half a week it is sinking in that i am really on my own now. first time in 5 years....more than that. i know that i like it and i know it's going to be good but it's an adjustment all the same.

i think i'm turning my feelers off. its safer this way.

a relaxing night.

The day started off crazy.

Coffee then lunch then tattoo.....................

now my arm is pretty well done aside from some touch ups that won't need to happen for a bit yet.

whilst buying some fruit to eat after the flowers were finished i decided i needed to buy some rum.

tonight i drink hot toddies, pack, do laundry, do the face mask and hair treatment business and listen to sean wesley wood. i haven't heard this cd in forever. it's amazing what you find when you move.

oh woah.

so tomorrow i make the phone call to the travel agent to hand over my credit card number that will be used to purchase my ticket to iceland.

i'm going by myself now.

i'm slightly terrified.

nervous

scared

excited.

should i go? ah! only 12 hours to decide for sure............................

also, by going to iceland, i am not going to france. this means i'm missing carolines wedding like a giant ass.

i'm sorry care.

france in july seemed so romantic. apparently everyone feels this way. thats why they're all flying there this summer.

gah.

been on the cusp awhile.

tonight it starts.

or rather, it stops.

sick=lame

I've been in my house for two days not leaving for much accept for a trip to the walk-in and a quick grocery shop so i wouldn't aid in my sick but, rather, try to combat it!

I woke up groggy at around 10 and had a conversation i don't remember on the phone. I know with whom but not what the conversation entailed. I fell back asleep woke up around 1 and watched breakfast at tiffany's. first time. then legends of the fall. first time. apparently i've been missing out all these years. breakfast at tiffany's was super cute. i liked it. audrey is really quite lovely and i wish i was her...when she was still alive anyway. legends of the fall was sad. really sad. like i felt like i have nothing to look forward to in the future and if i do it's all going to be ripped away from me anyway. how depressing. though i felt like i wanted to curl up in a ball after i still think it was well done and a good movie.

now i listen to the amelie soundtrack. maybe i'll watch that one this weekend.

tomorrow back to work. looking forward to it. doing nothing is something i haven't done in awhile and it took being physically ill to put me in this position.

i'm going home this weekend.

home.

abbotsford.

it'll be good.